update...

i found out some new info related to the new guy saga...haha...i mean its not like im obsessed or anything i just like to know all the details...haha!!!

so first i got answers to the questions i asked last time...

1. k dubbs just showed new guy the text i sent her...so on the embarassment scale {{with 1 being a slight blush and 10 being never ever showing my fance at the beach again}}...i would call it about a 5 or 6...lol...
2. bff didnt tell me about new guys girlfriend because he claims he didnt know...i dont know if i believe this because they sit on a lifeguard stand talking to each other ALL DAY LONG...im a smart girl does bff really expect me to believe that he didnt mention a girlfriend at all...
3. my paranoia was just that...paranoia...ugh why do i have to make situations worse than they are???...haha...d val got confirmation on the girlfriend from new guy...so its true that she does exist and he did not say eesh to my picture because he has no idea who i am or what i look like...haha...well he has def seen me before but he just doent know that im the girl that sent the text nor will he ever know...lol...
4. this wasnt one of my questions but its new news i found out about why none of the lifeguards came to band night...bff told them it was cancelled...what the heck bff...is he trying to sabatouge me???

so yesterday new guy was working at the bay {{which he NEVER does}} and d val went over to chat with him {{of course i was too chicken to go over there...ugh what is wrong with me?!?!}}...so she filled me in...and the good news is it seems to me that he doesnt really like his girlfriend too much...haha...he told little sis that he wants to break up with her but doenst know how to tell her...so dont you think that im right in assuming that it probably wont last too much longer...well at least i hope im right haha....now the only problem is that hes moving to hawaii in a few weeks...ugh...but its only for the school year {{hes going back to school to get a phd(well thats what i heard at least)}}...also i took some stupid quiz on facebook and it said i would have a boyfriend in 1 year...so while i would prefer to have a bf right now, i will def wait a year for new guy...haha...im sorry hes just so hot i cant help it...haha!!!!

alright so thats enough about new guy...sorry to go on and on about something thats never gonna happen...but as always my philosophy of "a girl can dream, cant she?" still holds true...

oh and p.s~> there's a NEW backstreet boys song out now and i LOVE it!!!...check it out at http://blog.backstreetboys.com/