possible new phone

as i have mentioned before my trusty voyager is falling apart...literally!...haha...if im not careful the top part comes right off the hinges...i didnt run out to get a new phone right away because my contract wasnt up yet...well it is now...

im now faced with the dilemma of what phone to get...the problem im having is there is something i dont like about each and every phone currently on the market...and there isnt a single qwerty keyboard out there that is comparable to this one...they all stink!...AND most of the super cool phones that are coming out now are sans qwerty keyboard...they're 100% touch screen...if i dont have a good keyboard how am i gonna keep all of you up to date with whats going on in my life?!?...doesnt verizon know that i only blog from my phone???...haha...

since nothing out there right now is grabbing my attention i may just have to wait a little longer until something comes out that i like...ive been doing some research and found that the droid 2 is coming out later this summer...it comes complete with a full qwerty keyboard...yay!...but im not too crazy about the design of the first droid so how much can this one really change...i feel like all Motorola phones are very boxy...i dont like boxy!...haha...

i also discovered the samsung galaxy s fascinate probably coming out in the fall...this phone is beautiful (based on pictures...haha!)...it has awesome features and a nice design and i have been very happy with samsung phones in the past...the only problem is that there is no qwerty keyboard...=(...how sad...right?...but it does have the new "swipe" technology on it...so when you type you dont have to pickup your fingers you just slide them around...im not really sure if i would like that or not but i think it would def better than having a touch scream without it...now the question is do i wait for the fall to see this phone in person and try out the swipe thing or should i just settle and get one sooner...i dont know...

and then of course there's that pesky iphone that is rumored to be coming to verizon in janurary...do i want that?...no not at all...i have an itouch and i find the keyboard extremely difficult to use...it would be fine for texts but not to write an entire blog entry...

oh and there's the purple blackberry...and we all know how much i love purple!...it had to be a stupid blackberry...why not a purple droid or ally or incredible or anything!...haha!...

well im gonna think about it some more...i dont want to rush into anything...it is a two year commitment after all...i want to make sure i really like what i get...i dont want to hate my phone...i want to love my phone...<3

so what do you guys think?...any recommendations???

circle back

since we last chatted bff backed out of going to my friends wedding with me AFTER i told her i would be bringing a plus one...great here we go all over again...*big ol eye roll*...haha!

so i circled back and re asked everyone from the original list (except plus one...i had to move fast and i dont have his number)...BLLA still didnt know about work...and stupid concert guy (thats right i called him stupid...haha!) didnt reply to me yet again...ugh...so annoying!...i think after this crush over...its painfully obvious that he has no interest in me...before i could pretend that he didnt get it or something like that...but ignoring 2 is sending a pretty clear message...dont you think?...oh well...what am i gonna do about it?...nothing...

anyway back to the wedding...i worked things out today and confirmed my brand new plus one...i know you are all sitting on the edge of your seats waiting to find out who it is...haha!...well here goes...its my girl k dubbs!!!...yay!!!...i am going to have a way better time with her than i would if i brought any of those other bozos...

i am so happy that i can put all this drama behind me...it was seriously stressing me out...there was no need for that...im better now... =)

grr...no response

last week i told you all about how i invited concert guy to my friend's wedding...well i hate to be the bearer of bad news but over a week later and still no response...ugh!...i am fully aware that this means that he has absolutely zero interest in me what so ever...but to make myself feel better im going to pretend that he just didnt see it...cause if he did see it he would have said "of course! i would love to go with you!"...and then we would fall madly in love and live happily ever after!!!...haha!!!...oh the imagination i have...why cant it be that easy???...anyway back to reality...i had to accept that fact that he's not gonna come with me...so i moved on...

next on my list was plus one...i thought he would go with me fo sho...memorial day weekend he was going on and on about the fact that hes never been to a wedding and he wants to go to one and all kinds of nonsense...i thought i would be making his dreams come true earlier than expected...so i sent him a facebook message...again no response!...wtf!!!...is it so hard to write a simple no?...or im busy that day? or something! anything!...i just had to move on again...

next i asked the brian littrell look alike (BLLA for short) i met this past weekend...he's my cousin's big brother in their frat...he's now living at my cousins' house while he saves money to get an apt...this time i actually got an answer...it was a temporary answer...but an answer none the less!...he said he would def go if he doesnt have work...the problem was that he wasnt going to find out about work until it was too late...so another one down...oh boy any one else getting exhausted?!...haha...

finally i said that it "bff you are coming with me"...the only reason i didnt really want to have to ask him was it might be a little weird...since ya know...he is little sister's bofo after all...but whatever who cares? hes my bff so nbd!...right?!?...haha!

so there you have it folks...after all the drama i end up with bff as my plus one for this wedding...haha...wish me luck!

plus one

no this is not a blog about the mayors bff who i named plus one on here...so when i say plus one im talking about the whole notion of a plus one...not the person plus one who i have lined up as my plus one for the princesses wedding...

last year one of my good friends from high school got engaged...of course i was super excited for her...but at the same time i immediately thought "oh god who am i gonna bring to this wedding"...in my dreams i obviously wanted new guy to go with me...haha...and then he moved (and i cant talk to him anyway) so that idea was out...then i thought well maybe concert guy (at that point i didnt even officially meet him yet)...so i was thinking thats probably a no go...haha...

so i began to think that it was just gonna be another wedding for me to attend solo...ugh...i really dont mind going by myself...i just dont want to be the only loser there alone...ya know...but then it all changed when i actually became friends with concert guy...i figured i could def invite him!...i was all set...no more stressing over who to ask...

then the invite came...and it was addressed to ashley...no guest...ugh all that worrying over nothing...i wasnt invited with a guest...so again i had to come to terms with going by myself...but at least this time i figured i wouldn't be the only one alone...

now the wedding is only a few weeks away and my friend called me today to tell me a lot family they thought were coming arent...so she said if i want to bring someone with me i can...oh boy here we go again...haha...i went right back to my plan of asking concert guy to go with me...so this afternoon i sent him a text (im much better with writing than speaking,..haha)...i said "hey...do you wanna be my plus one for my friend's wedding?"...omg i was so nervous sending that simple little text...and the worst part of it is he hasnt responded yet...ahhh...lol...so i guess i should take this as a bad sign...but im not...im going to pretend that its a good sign...haha...

so what do you think it means?...oh no, did i just make things awkward between us?...i hope not!...thats all i really have to say without turning crazy so im gonna go but i will def keep you posted on any response that may or may not come it...