Thursday, January 15, 2009

lavender lightningmoon

my birth certificate may say im 23 but in reality im only about 12...and the following is just one of those things that makes me 12...haha...

so i like to watch the disney channel...i put it on at night to go to sleep too...for those of you who watch the disney channel knows that they dont have real comercials...they only show cute little packages advertising their own stuff...those packages work like a charm on me...(if it wasnt for mikes super short show i would have never watched sky high and now i love it)...

so recently they have really been pushing the new tinker bell movie and everything that goes with it...of couse i had to go out and buy the movie...i havent watched it yet but i will tomorrow or saturday...lol...they also talk about the website that goes along with all of this...its called pixiehollow.com...you can go there and make your own fairy!!!...after seeing that about a million times i finally went to the site and made my own fairy...haha...you can personalize just about everything...not only can you cusomize your fairy's hair but you can choose the type of part/bangs she has seperate from what the back to her hair looks like...and when all is said and done you get to name your fairy...i named mine lavender lightningmoon...they give you 3 columns of names and you pick one from each...all the options are super fun!

once you have your fairy you are ready to start playing the game...there are a whole bunch of cute games inside the main game...its fun to pass the time if youre bored...if youre not really into playing games you can just make a whole bunch of different fairies...the only bad thing is some of the games you have to be a member to play...and its costs money to be a member...dont worry im not a member...the free games are good enough for me...or are they

the disney channel is also pushing the ds version of pixie hollow...so now that i played online i totally want this game for ds...haha...dont ask me why im not willing to pay to play online but im willing to pay to get the ds game cause i dont know...probably because i can travel with it so i can use it more...i dont know...so i think im gonna go to target tonight and get it...depending on how much i love it you may see a decrease in my blogging activity...lol...

well thats all for now...see what i mean about me being 12...haha...

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

annoyed and confused

can someone please explaine to me why new jersey transit is so horrendous!?! so yesterday someone was hit by a train in linden and DIED...there was only a 10 minute delay...today there is no problem and yet 30 to 45 minute delays...how does that make any sense at all???...i just dont get it...

ugh...the track number was just posted and now i am being hurded like cattle....i HATE being hurded...ugh...im so annoyed with the stupid train right now...

there is no reason why there should be a disabled train in the tunnel every single week...maybe thats a hint to fix the trains...maybe get more new ones instead of using mostly trains made before i was born...something needs to change cause this is not working for me anymore...and the worst part is that i dont think they really care cause no matter how badly they consistantly eff up people ant going to stop taking the train...its eaither this or sit in hours and hours of traffic...

grrrrrr....okay deep breath....wow we are actully moving now...slow but moving...

im gonna go so i can stop thinking about the stupid delay...

Friday, January 9, 2009

drive by love

what kind of backstreet fan would i be if i didnt say the following?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJ!!!!!!

so the title of this blog has absolutly nothing to do with anything i'm gonna say...its just the name of the song aj sang as his solo on the latest tour...so its really just cause its his birthday...haha...

yay!!!...its the weekend!!!...get excited!!!

tonight i'm going to see bride wars with kate chase dj and britt...yeah thats right dj is coming out with us with out cort...he does all the time...no big deal...lol...

i dont really have any plans for tomorrow...its gonna snow and i'm super excited about it...maybe i will start my pretend dance classes...but i dont know cause my ipod dock broke...i will have to put my music onto cd first which is annoying...and its not as easy to get to a specific part of a song on cd...oh well i will just have to deal with it...

omg...today i found out that louie and leslie are going out on a date next friday!!!...haha yay!...they say its not a date but devon and i know otherwise...haha...we have been saying it forever that they should go out but they havent listened until now...its soooo exciting...haha...les told me at breakfast this morning and that was the kind of gossip one can not hold in...so i blurted it out not even 2 seconds after a got back to my desk...louie turned bright red...and then we didnt let it go all day...lol...oh next week is gonna be fun!!!

i know im kinda all over the place today but my mind wanders i cant help it...and it the weeked so im extra excited and thinking about 10 million things at once...

oh and one more thing before i go...last night on the train some lady came up to me and said are you from lmdance...and i said yeah...and she said oh my family and i just LOVE watching you dance...and i said thanks...haha!...im a star what can i say...lol...it times like that that make me feel really good about myself but at the same time make me said that im not really dancing anymore...

okay so i lied i just thought of one more thing to say...as i mentioned earlier to day is aj mcleans birthday...but its also the birthday of the crazy, annoying, fat hater across the hall from me at work....ugh why did it have to be his birthday too...i dont even like the guy and now his bday is gonna be ingrained in my brain forever cause its the same as ajs...yeah...its just like when i found out that stupid phils bday is the same as the day i graduated from high school...so of course i remember that...its annoying...haha...oh well

alright now i'm done!.
have and fantabulous weekend everyone!!!
love ya much!

Thursday, January 8, 2009

oh the anxiety

before i get into my post i just want to say:

HAPPY "tutu" BIRTHDAY CAIT!!! (of course i have to give a shout out to one of the few people who actualy read this...lol...)

okay so the stupid A train gives me such anxiety...there are so many smelly homeless people on there...i hate when i get in one of those cars...sometimes you really have to hold your breath its so bad...the other day there was one in the morning and i was panicing all day because i thought i smelt like it...i know i didnt and it was all in my head but still...i dont like being paranoied all day...so smelly homeless guys just go to a shelter or something and stay away from me...i know i sound like a terrible person but i dont care...its not my fault they are there...why should i be punished?...i shouldnt be...

besides the smelly homeless i also come across some crazies...yesterday there was a skeevy lary look a like...he thought he would be cool and went inbetween the cars to smoke...this was while the train was moving...i was in level 9 panic mode...i kept thinking omg this stupid lary twin is going to cause the train to blow up...i seriously needed to take so deep breaths cause i thought i was going to die...i cant die yet...there so many things i havent done...it was just all bad for me...if the moron really needed to smoke that badly he could have gotten off the train went up to the street and smoked there...as it turns out he couldnt get it lit because it was too windy with the train moving...but still...its just a stupid thing to even attempt...

now im getting all panicy just thinking about it...oh boy...maybe i should go now...talk to ya later!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

randomness...

work has been crazy busy the past few days with year end and everything...so i really havent had a chance to think about what i want to write about today...ummm...i guess just a few random thoughts will do...

i have decided that i need to hold some pretend dance classes before FIERCE so i can get back into the swing of things and actually be able to participate at fierce...haha...

another dance related thought...i want to make up a dance to storm by lifehouse...a new fangled "wierd" one would be good i think...and it doesnt matter if the dance comes out good or not cause no one will ever see it...so there is zero pressure there...

i didnt sleep well last night...i was too hot and then too cold...and i woke up in the middle of the night and drank a giant glass of water in about 2 seconds...it was wierd...

i like that disney channel changed their schedule becuase now i wake up to phenious and ferb instead of jojos circus...haha...

a lot of my shows are starting up again soon...i'm very excited for that

i cant decide if i want to jump on the american idol bandwagon...the people at work watch it and i like to be included in the convo...but ai is just too big of a time commitment for me...i already watch too much tv i dont think its a smart idea to add more shows...

i think i'm going to disney in march!!!...it is my favorite place to go!...and i will be able to walk around with a princess crown and not feel stupid cause i'lljust get them for my little cousins too...haha...yes! i cant wait...

i think thats it for now...i know i still owe you a blog with pics of my secret projects but i need to be home to do that....since i'm on the train its a no go...i will get to it one of these days no worries!

love ya much!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

the year that was 2008...part 2

okay...let me finish my review...i know you were all dying with anticipation to find out what happened...haha!...

july:
i went dts a whole bunch of times...my little cousins visited from north carolina...i miss them soooo much....i spent A LOT of time working on the scrapbook for barb...i watched and got annoyed with sytycd...and thats pretty much it... oh wait...i also went to alicia and steves wedding!!!!

august:
this was a big concert month for me...i went to toms river fest...there were so many people there...we saw lifehouse, gavin degraw, avril, collective soul, carrie underwood, daughtry, and i'm sure there were more i just cant remember them...when daughtry sang there and back again i got so excited i dropped all of my stuff and preceded to do my most recent solo right there in the middle of the field...haha...i also went to maroon 5 concert at pnc with the lifers...there we took tons of pics cause we were short a page in barbs scrapbook and the party we threw her was the next day...so we really had no other option...haha...her party was tons of fun!...the week after that i went to mohegan sun to see a BACKSTREET BOYS concert!!!...yeah it was excellent...as always...

september:
phil FINALLY retired!!!!...yay!!!...enough said...haha...i also went out with britt for her birthday...we went to bamboo and i got free soda all night cause i was driving...yay for not drinking!!!...

october:
i got my wisdom teeth taken out...and i was WAY more dramatic about it than i needed to be...i went to st. maarten for a few days...of course i go there and its cloudy but whatever i still had fun!!!...on halloween i went another BSB concert...this time not so far...it was in montclair...since it was halloween they put costumes on for everybody...aj was some wrestler...howie was count chocula (i think)...brian was the burger king...and nick was the gieco gecko...that was tons of fun!!!...its exciting to be a show that something different happens than the standard stuff...

november:
sytycd tour!!!...of course we found the secret room and stayed after to meet the dancers...they were all great but i think i will say that thayne was my fav...he was super nice...i decided that i want him to be my bff...lol...after the show we went to providence and i spent my 1 and only night at my apartment there...haha...later in the month i went to vegas with cort!!!...we saw the BACKSTREET BOYS!!!...(have i mentioned that they're my fav!!!!...lol...)...that show brings my grand total up to 27!!!..yeah...i'm obsessed what can i say...also after thanksgiving i got my hair highlighted...i love it...i fell like this is the color my hair is supposed to be...

december:
lots and lots of christmas festivities consumed this month...and a loved every minute of it...i think my fav Christmas gift is rock band 2...(i bought it for myself a few days before christmas but i'll still count it as a gift...haha)...2008 ended with a new years eve part dts...my sisters told me if you want to find love in the new year then you have to wear red underwear on new years eve...so i did...they both wore them last year and both found bofos this year...hey it cant hurt right...anyway...we had a ton of fun at the party!!!...

so now its onto 2009!!! i cant wait...this is gonna be my year...i can feel it!!! (well at least i hope so)