as you may or may not know i was born under the sign of taurus!...and boy am i a taurus!!!...if you look up those websites that give you traits of all the different signs i fit the taurus profile to a tee...stuborn...resists change...loyal...loves nice things...its all me...
i also like to read all about the love compatibility taureans have with other signs...i have discovered that i need to find a nice capricorn or virgo because those are the best matches for taurus...and i need to stay away from leo...those are bad love matches for the taurus (awesome friends! but bad love match)...oh btw...concert guy is totally a virgo!...can i pick them or what...haha!!!...
anyway...i know that horoscopes are silly but i cant help but look at mine on a pretty regular basis...sometimes i read it in the new york post...but most of the time i go to yahoo...i like to know what the stars have planned for me...haha!...today i read my weekly love horoscope and it said the following about the up coming weekend:
"this weekend, you have charm aplenty-- and the ability to asses what it is a certain someone's after, even if they're not saying"
interesting...isnt it?!?...lets look way too much into this shall we...haha!...im totally going to be charming this weekend because um hello its my 25th birthday party local edition!!!...so moving onto the second part is this saying that im finally going to be able to tell what is going on with concert guy?!?...i hope so!...im so over all these guessing games...since i obviously cant stop over analyzing im gonna neeed real answers a sap!...=)
wow...ive been on a blogging role lately...i wonder how long it will last?!?
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
okay so i lied...nbd...
last post (actually 2 posts ago) i said that i would stop over analyzing everything...yeah that plan isnt working for me...
friday night i went out with the train friends again!...we went to the breakfast club...so much fun!...but i couldnt help but wish my lifers were there with me...they're really the only ones who understand that i wear my sunglasses at night and i wanna dance with somebody!...my train friends dont understand why i love those songs so much and everything that goes with them!!!...omg i miss my lifers! <3...
anyway...i really tried to just be like well this this and this happened friday night and it is what it is...i even received a text from the mayor asking if there was any more questionable flirting going on and i said no because i didnt want to read into anything..ya know...i was doing so well until that text and then my wheels started turning...
after thinking about the events of friday night there is one thing that i cant let go...randomly through out the night concert guy would come over to me and kiss me on the forehead (and one time on the cheek which totally gave my butterflies...haha...)...what is that all about?!?... is it just like "hey friend whats up" like i would kiss my cousin on the cheek?...or is it "heeeyyy, i secretly want to kiss you for real"???...i just dont know!...and how do i find out what his true intentions are???...i mean i cant just say "hey concert guy, if you want to make out with me all you have to do is say so!"...cause what if its the first option?...we would totally be at awkward level 5 the upside down cow!...its hard to recover from that....haha!!!...
see this is why i need to stop over analyzing...i am a nut case...def off my rocker!...haha!...what do you think it means???...i need to know!!!...yeah im crazy...haha!!!...i guess i will just have to wait it out and see what happens next time we hang out...which hopefully will be at my birthday party saturday night!...he says hes coming but ya never know...if he does come the mayor said he will do some recon for me...and then he should be able to confirm or deny my level of craziness...
ummm...i wonder what would happen if someone let slip about my josie grosie situation....maybe concert guy would step up and put me out of my misery!...oh the imagination i have!...haha!!!...see, crazy!...oh boy...i need help...haha!
friday night i went out with the train friends again!...we went to the breakfast club...so much fun!...but i couldnt help but wish my lifers were there with me...they're really the only ones who understand that i wear my sunglasses at night and i wanna dance with somebody!...my train friends dont understand why i love those songs so much and everything that goes with them!!!...omg i miss my lifers! <3...
anyway...i really tried to just be like well this this and this happened friday night and it is what it is...i even received a text from the mayor asking if there was any more questionable flirting going on and i said no because i didnt want to read into anything..ya know...i was doing so well until that text and then my wheels started turning...
after thinking about the events of friday night there is one thing that i cant let go...randomly through out the night concert guy would come over to me and kiss me on the forehead (and one time on the cheek which totally gave my butterflies...haha...)...what is that all about?!?... is it just like "hey friend whats up" like i would kiss my cousin on the cheek?...or is it "heeeyyy, i secretly want to kiss you for real"???...i just dont know!...and how do i find out what his true intentions are???...i mean i cant just say "hey concert guy, if you want to make out with me all you have to do is say so!"...cause what if its the first option?...we would totally be at awkward level 5 the upside down cow!...its hard to recover from that....haha!!!...
see this is why i need to stop over analyzing...i am a nut case...def off my rocker!...haha!...what do you think it means???...i need to know!!!...yeah im crazy...haha!!!...i guess i will just have to wait it out and see what happens next time we hang out...which hopefully will be at my birthday party saturday night!...he says hes coming but ya never know...if he does come the mayor said he will do some recon for me...and then he should be able to confirm or deny my level of craziness...
ummm...i wonder what would happen if someone let slip about my josie grosie situation....maybe concert guy would step up and put me out of my misery!...oh the imagination i have!...haha!!!...see, crazy!...oh boy...i need help...haha!
Thursday, April 22, 2010
the mayor
ever since i realized that people in the bloggerverse use cool blog names for everyone they talk about i decided that i should follow suit...i think ive been doing a pretty good job...some are pretty original and others not so much...for the most part its pretty easy to figure out who im talking about if you know me in real life...haha!...anyway yesterday i realized that since i made the change i havent mentioned a super important person in my life...so without further ado i would like to introduce everyone to the most recent addition to my cast of characters: the mayor!
of course he's not really a mayor of anything...i choose this name because no matter where we are or who we're with he knows EVERYONE!...the kid has like 2000 friends on facebook and im pretty sure he actually knows just about all of them...thats crazy talk right?!?...or does everyone have 2000 friends and im just not that cool???..haha!...
the mayor is my super awesome little cousin...and by little i mean younger cause he beats me by about an inch in the hight department...haha!...we have had plenty of "ashley and mayor days of fun over the years"...we both graduated from the same school so we had many lunches together and agree that corey is the BEST sandwich guy ever!...we're competitive with each other over everything from fantasyteevee to who's our grandmother's favorite (ps its totally me!...haha!)...he's the only one who will actually phone five with me...i could go on and on about my buddy but i'll stop here...the fact is i love him and wouldnt know what i would do with out him...hes the closest thing i have to a brother!
the real purpose of this blog is to welcome the mayor to the blogosphere!...after reading my blog for a while he decided to start his own and share with everyone 61.4% of his life...haha!...you can check him out over at never give up ...so go there now and show him some love!!!
of course he's not really a mayor of anything...i choose this name because no matter where we are or who we're with he knows EVERYONE!...the kid has like 2000 friends on facebook and im pretty sure he actually knows just about all of them...thats crazy talk right?!?...or does everyone have 2000 friends and im just not that cool???..haha!...
the mayor is my super awesome little cousin...and by little i mean younger cause he beats me by about an inch in the hight department...haha!...we have had plenty of "ashley and mayor days of fun over the years"...we both graduated from the same school so we had many lunches together and agree that corey is the BEST sandwich guy ever!...we're competitive with each other over everything from fantasyteevee to who's our grandmother's favorite (ps its totally me!...haha!)...he's the only one who will actually phone five with me...i could go on and on about my buddy but i'll stop here...the fact is i love him and wouldnt know what i would do with out him...hes the closest thing i have to a brother!
the real purpose of this blog is to welcome the mayor to the blogosphere!...after reading my blog for a while he decided to start his own and share with everyone 61.4% of his life...haha!...you can check him out over at never give up ...so go there now and show him some love!!!
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
why are boys so difficult???
clearly i have more trouble than your average 24 year old when it comes to boys...well maybe not more but def different!...i have a hard time expressing any confidence in this area due to lack of experience...but how am i going to get any experience without having confidence in myself...its an evil circle im stuck in and im not really going to discuss it too much because i think i already have...and because im not here to throw myself a pity party...all i want to do today is examine the facts...
this weekend i went out with concert guy (as mentioned in yesterday's entry)...relax it wasnt just the two of us...although i wish it was!...hehe...it was concert guy, a few of his friends, wet hair girl and me...we went to v lounge in new brunswick...got lost going there and coming home...danced the night away...and had tons of fun!!!
as the night went on i came to the realization that concert guy probably sees me as a friend only...ugh...i had such high hopes for this one...there was ZERO flirting going on...not even things that i pretend are flirting even though they're really not...haha!...
i drove everyone there and he didnt even sit in the front seat...and it would make perfect sense for him to sit in the front because 1) he was the only boy and 2) hes like 10 feet tall (okay maybe not 10 feet but he is tall)...why would he want to sit in the back?...actually now that i think about it they probably planned that for reasons that have nothing to do with me and everything to do with the fact that i dont think they wanted to sit next to wet hair girl...oh well...but still no front seat...haha!...
another thing...i am a freakin awesome dancer! (i dont want to sound conceded or anything like that but its true)...i was whipping out some of my best moves and yet not once the whole night did he dance with me...maybe i was too good...yeah lets say that...haha!...at least on the way home he said how awesome i am about a million times...i dont think any of them were expecting me to be that good...i love the shock value...=)
so anyway i have decided that if concert guy just wants to be friends then thats okay...im done over analyzing every little move...if something happens great...if not oh well...its not any different from any other time in my life ive had a school girl crush on a boy...
my situation is what it is...its silly to dwell on it...i mean i passed pathetic a long time ago...now its just whatever this is who i am deal with it...so im moving on from constantly feeling sorry for myself...things will work out for me one day...but for now im going to be happy being just who i am! =)
this weekend i went out with concert guy (as mentioned in yesterday's entry)...relax it wasnt just the two of us...although i wish it was!...hehe...it was concert guy, a few of his friends, wet hair girl and me...we went to v lounge in new brunswick...got lost going there and coming home...danced the night away...and had tons of fun!!!
as the night went on i came to the realization that concert guy probably sees me as a friend only...ugh...i had such high hopes for this one...there was ZERO flirting going on...not even things that i pretend are flirting even though they're really not...haha!...
i drove everyone there and he didnt even sit in the front seat...and it would make perfect sense for him to sit in the front because 1) he was the only boy and 2) hes like 10 feet tall (okay maybe not 10 feet but he is tall)...why would he want to sit in the back?...actually now that i think about it they probably planned that for reasons that have nothing to do with me and everything to do with the fact that i dont think they wanted to sit next to wet hair girl...oh well...but still no front seat...haha!...
another thing...i am a freakin awesome dancer! (i dont want to sound conceded or anything like that but its true)...i was whipping out some of my best moves and yet not once the whole night did he dance with me...maybe i was too good...yeah lets say that...haha!...at least on the way home he said how awesome i am about a million times...i dont think any of them were expecting me to be that good...i love the shock value...=)
so anyway i have decided that if concert guy just wants to be friends then thats okay...im done over analyzing every little move...if something happens great...if not oh well...its not any different from any other time in my life ive had a school girl crush on a boy...
my situation is what it is...its silly to dwell on it...i mean i passed pathetic a long time ago...now its just whatever this is who i am deal with it...so im moving on from constantly feeling sorry for myself...things will work out for me one day...but for now im going to be happy being just who i am! =)
Monday, April 19, 2010
dance class!
yay!!! finally im back in dance class!!!
the first class was last week...so much fun! we did all kinds of old school stuff and turns and time steps and salsa and just about everything else...i dont think i can express in words how much i really missed it!
after the studio closed my life became pretty boring...i went to work...came home...went to sleep...woke up and did the same thing the next day...ugh...so lame right...not only was i not in dance class but i wasnt seeing my friends as often as i used to...because they were my dance friends i would see them in class and it would be so easy to make plans for the weekend...but now we barely see each other...and i miss them!...so now that im back in class my life is slightly less boring...now i can say "i went to dance class monday night!"...and hopefully ill get to hang out with the lifers more often!!!...
tonight is the second class and i cant wait to get there!...im still super tired from lack of sleep this weekend but it doesnt matter...dance class trumps everything...even an extra hour of sleep...=)
oh and ps...sat night i went to a loungey/cluby place with the train friends...concert guy totally thinks im an awesome dancer!...and to that i say "please, i dont mess around...when i say im good...i mean im good!"...=)
the first class was last week...so much fun! we did all kinds of old school stuff and turns and time steps and salsa and just about everything else...i dont think i can express in words how much i really missed it!
after the studio closed my life became pretty boring...i went to work...came home...went to sleep...woke up and did the same thing the next day...ugh...so lame right...not only was i not in dance class but i wasnt seeing my friends as often as i used to...because they were my dance friends i would see them in class and it would be so easy to make plans for the weekend...but now we barely see each other...and i miss them!...so now that im back in class my life is slightly less boring...now i can say "i went to dance class monday night!"...and hopefully ill get to hang out with the lifers more often!!!...
tonight is the second class and i cant wait to get there!...im still super tired from lack of sleep this weekend but it doesnt matter...dance class trumps everything...even an extra hour of sleep...=)
oh and ps...sat night i went to a loungey/cluby place with the train friends...concert guy totally thinks im an awesome dancer!...and to that i say "please, i dont mess around...when i say im good...i mean im good!"...=)
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