Thursday, January 8, 2009

oh the anxiety

before i get into my post i just want to say:

HAPPY "tutu" BIRTHDAY CAIT!!! (of course i have to give a shout out to one of the few people who actualy read this...lol...)

okay so the stupid A train gives me such anxiety...there are so many smelly homeless people on there...i hate when i get in one of those cars...sometimes you really have to hold your breath its so bad...the other day there was one in the morning and i was panicing all day because i thought i smelt like it...i know i didnt and it was all in my head but still...i dont like being paranoied all day...so smelly homeless guys just go to a shelter or something and stay away from me...i know i sound like a terrible person but i dont care...its not my fault they are there...why should i be punished?...i shouldnt be...

besides the smelly homeless i also come across some crazies...yesterday there was a skeevy lary look a like...he thought he would be cool and went inbetween the cars to smoke...this was while the train was moving...i was in level 9 panic mode...i kept thinking omg this stupid lary twin is going to cause the train to blow up...i seriously needed to take so deep breaths cause i thought i was going to die...i cant die yet...there so many things i havent done...it was just all bad for me...if the moron really needed to smoke that badly he could have gotten off the train went up to the street and smoked there...as it turns out he couldnt get it lit because it was too windy with the train moving...but still...its just a stupid thing to even attempt...

now im getting all panicy just thinking about it...oh boy...maybe i should go now...talk to ya later!

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