time to move on

before i get started i have a few administrative things to take care of...
1) d val has requested a name change...so from now on she will be refered to as f.u.n. (not to be pronounced as the word fun but as the 3 letters)...
2) i've been mia for the past week cause i've been getting on the later train where i run into wet hair girl,one of my morning train friends, so we chat...i finally found out her real name yesterday and i found out that i had my very own cool name, coach bag!...haha...
3) right now im squished on the train and i cant decide if ill be happier in the car with no ac...ugh...im so annoyed...

now onto the real entry...its time to move on

i think i should stop obsessing over new guy...he's gone and wont be back until next summer...i cant just sit around waiting for something with zero chance...and plus i blew it big time anyway...he probably thinks im a weirdo...lol...lets take a look at my mistakes shall we...

first~> i put bff on the job...i def should have put f.u.n. on the job from the begining...she has a high success rate...she had a chat with brian, he then started dating steph, they're still together 8 years later...last summer she had a chat with bff, he became little sis' boyfriend, and they are still super cute together...and while i cant see into the future it looks like shes working on rr for my girl k dubbs...i wouldnt be surprised if they get together by the end of the summer...

next~> i probably should have been a little more specific when i said to k dubbs "i dont care what you say"...cause i do care...it would have saved me a little bit of embarassment

last~> my brain completely stopped functioning when he was around...its like i forgot how to form sentences...so while im pretty smart in real life when he was around i was like an idiot...haha...

those were some pretty major mistakes wouldnt you agree?

so it may take a little bit of time but im gonna get over him...its def something i need to do if i want to lose the stupid josie grosie status before i turn 25...if i wait around hoping it will be him i wont make the cutoff...my birthday is in may...he wont be back until june...it just doesnt add up...haha...although k dubbs told me she had a dream that we were all in disney for my birthday bash and new guy showed up to surprise me...haha...oh how i wish it was true...well disney is the place where dreams come true...right?!?...haha...

oops sorry for the tangent...im really gonna move on...i promise...well maybe ill keep new guy in the back of my mind...just in case...lol...