new crush

well....the day has finally come for me to say that im pretty sure i have a new crush...haha!...i feel like im at my most entertaining when im boy crazy...(maybe not, i dont know...what do you think???)...i havent talked much about boys since concert guy moved...and that was in the fall...so its been a while...i think its about time to get back into the spirit...summers coming and its always fun for me to imagine having that perfect summer romance...haha!

the reason i say pretty sure is because while ive never intentionally thought of him in a crushy sorta way, hes always been in the back of my mind as a possibility...(and by always i mean the few years ive known who he was)...but now im realizing that based on what i know we would actually be a good match...and now when i see him i lose my breath a little and get that quick butterfly feeling...ya know what i mean?!...but what makes this tricky is i dont even know him!...i mean i feel like i know him but we've never even spoken to each other...he probably doesnt even know my name...haha!...

so now im sure youre wondering how i feel like i know him if we've never met...the answer to that is easy: sports guy!...sports guy is a chatty cathy and talks about him all the time...cool girl and i know everything about him...haha!...we seem to have pretty similar personalities...

i feel like this is a guy that could actually work out...i think before i was always setting myself up for disaster...i think i was scared and subconsciously sabotaging myself...of course im still scared but i think im finally ready to take a real risk...or at least talk about taking a real risk...haha!

now the problem is how do i approach this???...cool girl and i are always joking about dating him but now i really do want to date him...so its weird...i dont know what to say...hmmm....anytime an opportunity comes up for me to say something about it i chicken out per usual...its gonna be tough to actually do something about this...

but for now i guess the only thing left to do is give him a cool blog name...oh man i have no idea what it should be...think...think...i got nothin...ill think about it some more and let you know what i come up with in my next post...

edit:: after talking with cool girl she suggested his cool blog name be clark kent...it totally works (even though he looks nothing like clark kent...haha!)...so clark kent it is...maybe ill shorten it some to clarky...wait that kinda sounds like a dog...haha!!...or maybe CK...or maybe ill just leave it as clark kent...i dont know...ugh...why am i so wishy washy?!?...haha!!!

well until next time happy blogging!!! =)