possible new crush...

i'm always talking about tv and celebs and stuff like that but sometimes i like to throw a little bit of real life in there...and today is one of those times...there is a possible new crush on the horizon...and while im sure nothing will come of this just like nothing has ever come of any of my silly crushes, its still fun while it lasts...ya know...

so what i gather from exploring the world of blogging is that everyone uses code names for the the people they mention in their blogs...so i guess i can follow suit...why not?...right?

let me start from the begining before i get side tracked again...when i started at my job in july of oh seven i was on the look out for cute boys...there was a few that stood out but not too many...one of these guys who i find attractive works in the same floor as me but in a different department...lets call him backpack (because he always carries a backpack)...i really didnt know anything about him...i didnt even know his name...so i just admired him from afar and that was it...

fast foward to around christmas time when LK1, who sat behind me, decided to switch departments and got a seat next to backpack...so little by little i have been finding out more info on him through her...the more i know the more i like him...but lets keep in mind that i still dont know if hes single or not...if he has a girlfriend then thats that cause im def not a lady lurch...thats for sure!...haha...

so now all i have to do is to find out from LK1 what his stutus is and if hes single have her put in a good word for me...the problem is that LK1 may be my friend but the truth is im slightly afraid of her...haha...most of the time when she talks about her new department shes complaining...i dont think she likes any of them at all...so im afraid of an over reaction from her...i know it sounds silly but if you knew her you would know what i was talking about...also if she doesnt over react and does say something to him im afraid of what he'll say...im about 99% sure that he wouldnt even give me a chance...i hear he goes to the gym like everyday...and guys like that tend to not like little tea pots like myself...(maybe its this mentality that holds me back but thats a whole other blog topic)...

well like the title says this is just a possible new crush...im still not in full crush mode but it could turn into that who knows...

i hope everyone is enjoying this weather!...have a nice day!

9 DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!