okay so...

i have a few things on my mind today...and what better place to let them out than on my blog that no one reads...lol...

first on my aganda: do you remember my post titled possible new crush?...yeah well hes out...i found out on friday that he does in fact have a girlfriend...so thats that...and he really wasnt for me anyway...but no worries because i found a new guy...and im gonna refer to him as the new guy...the reason for this is 2 fold...1) he isthe new guy im crushin on and 2) hes the new guy at the beach (the new lifeguard)...i saw him from a far yesterday and he is super cute...and deb tells me hes really nice...so i told deb to work on it for me...haha...and hes gonna be working with bff all summer so maybe he can talk me up too...but idk...knowing bff he may say something stupid and i dont want him to get annoying about it...so anyway i hear that the new guy is a high school teacher and the coach of the swim team at that high school...secretly i always pictured myself ending up with a teacher...i dont know why but i just did...so maybe thats a sign...haha...i guess we'll just have to see what happens this summer...and someone will need to find out how he feels about little tea pots...lol..

next: i just want to let you know that on thursday i wrote a super long blog sharing my opinnions on all 10 dances that were performed on the top 20 performance show...when i was finished with it i hit the clear button instead of the okay button and lost the whole thing...ahhhhh...it was so upsetting...ugh...be prepared for my thoughts on the top 18...hopefully i wont make the same mistake twice in a row...

last: i cant beleive haw rainy it has been here in jersey the past few months...its kinda depressing...if i dont keep up the slight tan i have im gonna burn again...and thats never pleasent...so lets all hope the sun comes back so it will actually feel like summer...but until then i will just have to make my own sunshine!

bye kids!

<3 HAWAII <3

hey there bloggers...im in HAWAI!!!

you maybe wondering what im doing waisting my time writting in my blog when i can be out enjoying my vacation...well theres a little thing i like to call a 6 hour time difference...so while its 1030 back in jersey its only 430 here...little sis and i have been up for about an hour already...since the princess (my other sister) is still sleeping we cant really make to much noise...so here i am blogging...haha...

we are staying at the hilton hawaiian village...let me tell you it is called village for a reason...this place is huge!...and it super nice...i cant wait for the sun to come up so we can go swimming and learn how to make leis and take hula lessons...im excited!...

ill report back again sometime after i get back home on friday...have an excellent week and happy memorial day! (do you believe its summer already?!?)

sytycd season 5!

last night was the premire of sytycd season 5...how excited are you?!?...im super excited for the new season...the sooner we can put the mess we called season 4 behind us the better...

we're only in the audition round so nothing too exciting yet...there were a few good auditions and a few bad ones...we got to see natalie and brandon (or is it brendon idk) audition...im sure they will both be in the top 20 this year...

thats it for now...ill report again when all the auditions are over...thats when it gets exciting!...i cant wait!!!

Survivor Finale Tonight!!!

Survivor Tocacians Season Finale is tonight...who will win???

Erinn~> the wild card
Taj ~> the millionaire
Stephen ~> the "wizard"
JT ~> the favorite

my pick is JT...and unless the other 3 are smart enough to vote him out at the next tribal i def think he is going to win

we will shall know in about 2 hours...i can't wait!!!

today is my birthday!!!

yay!!!...get excited...i sure am!!! = )

i guess i'll be a follower and write 24 truths today in honor of my 24th birthday...wow 24 i cant believe it...anyway on to my thuths!

1) purple has been my favorite color my whole life but in recent years lime green has been comming in at a close 2nd

2) being single my whole life has been awful...i hope one day ill find the man of my dreams and ill be able to say he was worth the wait...but for right now its awful...

3) the first concert i ever went to was on august 8, 1997...of course it was backstreet boys!!!...including that one i have seen my boys 27 times live in concert...they are def my atf (all time fav...thanks len for the phrase...haha)

4) i have the neatest, most organized desk in my group at work...when i tell my mom this she doesnt beleive me...maybe because my room looks like a bomb went off...haha..

5) i hate relying on public transportation...last night i was on my normal train which should get into rahway at 650...i didnt get into the car until 830...grrrr

6)most people hate economics classes...not me...they were my fav...i had a 4.0 in the subject...omg what a dork...lol...

7) i still live at home and am well aware that i would never be able to live on my own because i am completly dependent on my parents for all things domestic

8) i watch a ton of tv... and thanks to my tivo i watch even more

9) i have a super cute 2 year old nephew...his name is hunter...i prefer to call him squishalicious...or squish for short...

10) i'm not afraid to admit it...i heart the disney channel!!! <3

11) eleven is my favorite number

12) i cant stand fake people...you are who you are...who cares?...so i dont understand why some people find the need to pretend to be someone they're not...

13) i commute to brooklyn everyday

14) im already planning my 25th birthday bash...its gonna be in disney world!...so start saving your pennies and i will see you there!!!

15) i have been called an oompa loompa before...i did not appreciate that...i prefer the term little tea pot...its much nicer dont you think

16) the annoying lady talking super loud on the phone behind me just scared me because she said we just passed rahway...i freaked out then looked out the window and discovered that shes an idiot because we are only at elizabeth...ugh so stupid...

17) i am super close to my family...they are the best!

18) i drive a 2002 hyundai santa fe in merlot

19) i like doing crossword puzzels even though i am terrible at them

20) i'd rather drive 20 minutes to go to a nice movie theater than drive 5 minutes to a crapy movie theater

21) i dont like wearing shoes...i would be happy being bare foot all the time

22) im obsessed with collecting tv shows on dvd

23) since i started working i chew a lot more gum than i used to

24) i LOVE to dance...it is my biggest passion in life...and i miss it more than i can put into words...lmdance 4ever!!!

5 people i want to punch in the face

the other day i was wondering around facebook and i noticed a whole bunch of people had top 5 celebs they want to punch in the face and i said "i wanna play!"...so i clicked on the link and then quickly realized there is only 1 celeb i want to punch in the face...justin timberlake of course...ugh....hes just so ugh...lol...since i only had one person on my list i decided not to put anything up and exited out of that application...all this talk about punching people in the face and i found myself wanting to punch a whole bunch of real life people in the face...there are tons of punch worthy people at work...sticking with the whole code name thing here's a list of my top 5...

1) PRECIOUS THE 2ND (presh2 for short)...sorry but if we are at building 1 and you can figure out where building 3 is then you deserve a punch in the face...and if you talk bad about jersey you deserve a punch in the face...the list goes on for this guy...

2) THE FAT HATTER...the very first week i was there this guy said to his cube neighbor "you shouldn't be friends with fat people"...thats nice judge people before you know them...what are you 5?...also its not really apropriate to call a cfo of a company sweetie...this guy is a major creepster...good thing hes not friends with fat people...oh and i have news for you that stupid bag you carry around looks like a 5 year old made it do you really think someone will want to buy it from you??? yeah i dont think so...

3) THE KNOW IT ALL...she has something to say about everything and shes always right...even if shes wrong shes right...and if she doesnt get an answer she likes she will fight with that person until she does...and to top it off she is really really really loud...

4) FRENZY...she is just out of her mind...she is all over the place and never seems to know whats going on...how she is the manager of her group is beyond me...

5) THE CREATURE...yeah he doesnt work there anymore but still deserves a spot on the list..."er er er"..."max out your 401k deeeev"...."there are different degrees of friendship"..."late night phone call from, you know, a friend"..."you're my problem"..."i saved 32 cents this week"...the annoying quotes go on and on...but nothing is as bad as the stench...

this list is in no particular order...cause i really want to punch them all and i depends on the day as to which one i want to punch most...haha!

possible new crush...

i'm always talking about tv and celebs and stuff like that but sometimes i like to throw a little bit of real life in there...and today is one of those times...there is a possible new crush on the horizon...and while im sure nothing will come of this just like nothing has ever come of any of my silly crushes, its still fun while it lasts...ya know...

so what i gather from exploring the world of blogging is that everyone uses code names for the the people they mention in their blogs...so i guess i can follow suit...why not?...right?

let me start from the begining before i get side tracked again...when i started at my job in july of oh seven i was on the look out for cute boys...there was a few that stood out but not too many...one of these guys who i find attractive works in the same floor as me but in a different department...lets call him backpack (because he always carries a backpack)...i really didnt know anything about him...i didnt even know his name...so i just admired him from afar and that was it...

fast foward to around christmas time when LK1, who sat behind me, decided to switch departments and got a seat next to backpack...so little by little i have been finding out more info on him through her...the more i know the more i like him...but lets keep in mind that i still dont know if hes single or not...if he has a girlfriend then thats that cause im def not a lady lurch...thats for sure!...haha...

so now all i have to do is to find out from LK1 what his stutus is and if hes single have her put in a good word for me...the problem is that LK1 may be my friend but the truth is im slightly afraid of her...haha...most of the time when she talks about her new department shes complaining...i dont think she likes any of them at all...so im afraid of an over reaction from her...i know it sounds silly but if you knew her you would know what i was talking about...also if she doesnt over react and does say something to him im afraid of what he'll say...im about 99% sure that he wouldnt even give me a chance...i hear he goes to the gym like everyday...and guys like that tend to not like little tea pots like myself...(maybe its this mentality that holds me back but thats a whole other blog topic)...

well like the title says this is just a possible new crush...im still not in full crush mode but it could turn into that who knows...

i hope everyone is enjoying this weather!...have a nice day!

9 DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

i heart jt

no not that one silly (he makes me gag...ugh)...im talking about jt on survivor tocantins...duh...i was a matty fan last season but he doesnt even come close to jt in my eyes...i need to find him and marry him...lol...

the awesome thing about survivor is that you get to see what a person is truely like...its not like an actor and all you know is what their character is like and you can only guess what they would be like in real life...on survivor you see everything...most of the time it isnt pretty (take coach for instance...the man has a one way ticket on the crazymobile)...after watching about half a season it seems to me that jt is a genuine good person...i have yet to see a bad quality with him...and to top it off i usually find really strong southern accents annoying but i LOVE it on jt...the boy can do no wrong...

so yeah i hope old timbira continues to self destruct and jt continues on right into the finals...and then wins!...

alright enough about my latest tv crush...haha...have a splendid evening everyone!...

hannah montana hannah montana

as i have stated time and time again i am really only 12 so of course i went to see the hannah montana movie on opening day!...haha...since i was off from work on friday (dont worry...i didnt take off just to go see the movie...it was good friday so the market was closed) we went in the afternoon...you know what that means...matinee prices! yes!...

so onto the movie...i thought it was super cute...it was good family movie...the basic plot was that miley waas letting hannah turn into a diva, she wasnt around to see jackson off to college, and then she showed up to lily's sweet sixteen as hannah...how dare she, right...robbie ray wasnt to happy about this so he planned a trip for miley to go back to her home town in TN...and the fun ensues from there...

the only thing that upsets me a little bit about the movie was that oliver was in it for all of 5 minutes...i wish they gave him a bigger part in the movie because hes one of the main characters in the show...but oh well

speaking of oliver...just yesterday i saw a picture of mitchell and emily at the premire of the movie and i thought to myself that oliver and lily should totally date on the show...they would be a super cute couple...and last night i saw an ad for the next new episode and guess what its about...thats right the 2 of them dating...haha...anyway back to real life when i was looking at the premire pics...next i thought gee i wonder if they are together in real life...but then i scrolled through some more pics and saw some of him with shawn johnson the gymnest and current dwts contestant...so then i was like wait a second hes totally in the audience of dwts all the time sitting with her family...i dont know if this is public knowledge and im just slow but i def think that they are together...haha...why i am i so interested in this stuff???...maybe its to fill the void in my own relashonshipless life...lol...if anyone has any info on this please let me know...because lets face it i need to know...

okay so one last bit of hannah montana related news...im trying to learn the howedown throwdown...lol...its a fun little dance...its not that dificult but ive only seen it a couple of times and its alot to take in...so if i actually watch it with the intension of learning it im sure ill have it down in no time!...

well thats all for now...talk to you crazy kids later!!!

oh and on a side note: how awesome is it that its not pitch dark when i leave work anymore!...now all we need is warmer spring weather and it will be perfect

3 WEEKS LEFT UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

new ipod

hey there kids...

sorry ive been mia for a while...i just got a new ipod and i have been obsessed!!!...lol...my nano was a pain in my coolie...it froze all the time...its the worst when i get on the train to go home and the very first song i put on freezes and then im stuvk musicless for the whole ride home....ugh...

so i got an itouch...its exciting...im not gonna lie...haha...

well im off to lunch now...have a nice day!